Ahahhaaha, not really...

More dicking around on Pchat...

( da da nyet nyet )

Last night I spent a couple of hours on pchat hammering something out because I've been staring at Phil Hale's work for a while. Of course, put off ACTUAL work to do it, but I think it's all in practice.

A little tired today, and the sky outside is incredibly gray. Makes the glow of my computer all the more inviting...


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Haven't posted here in a while and thought I might do something about that.

I need to draw more, but that's always the case now. I just need to sit down and sketch some stuff I like, and... post it in places. Not that hard, right?

Otherwise, I'm back in Toronto for the long weekend. The place in Oakville is getting pretty damn cold. My roommate and I was finally able to turn on the heat (at least I think it's turned on), so hopefully it'll be warmer from now on.

What else is there to say? I'm not falling into my old habit of not doing homework just yet, though there are some stuff that needs my attention direly and would benefit from a good sitdown or two. I've been having weirdass dreams in relation to pregnancy and birth-giving. Trying still to make sure I sketch, but I haven't really found the urge to be creative or to draw other than still finishing my commissions.

I've been in a subpar mood recently. I think it has to do with the weather being mostly gray and cold. Though I'm feeling slightly better because of the sunshine today.

I still owe someone 50 bucks.

Need to buy a new tablet soon. The one I have my eyes on is 346 CAD. Hopefully I'll earn some money through commissions.

And need new headphones + muysic player too, I'm surviving on 14 dollar earbuds. ahaha.

HOMG everyone seems to be riding on the vampire bandwagon right now. I might as well start writing something right now and market for pubescent girls to squeal at and make millions while I'm at it. Srsly.

CTV's going to be airing a new program called "Vampire Diaries", which after reading about it on wikipedia (I didn't even really think it was a real trailer), the story sounded VAGUELY FAMILIAR TO TWILIGHT. Fuck my balls, I don't think I can stand this shit anymore. It's gotten so bad that after reading that and going to sleep last night, I myself had a vampire dream. Great dream, made me feel awesome, except when I woke up and shame and guilt hit me all at once. WTF RIGHT?

The last time I had a dream remotely close to this was with a weedwacker chasing down the cast of Twilight. And then before that was because I was into Anne Rice, but honestly, I can't remember the last time I had a dream in which I felt positive about the STALKERS OF THE NIGHT. Christ.

I will say, however, there is one vampire thing I'm waiting for. I know, lol, what a hypocrite, right? BUT WAIT, I really do think I'll go watch Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant when it comes out. It looks really lulzy, and I used to like Darren Shan as a kid. ; u ;

I'm still pushing back my commission, goddamn. I haven't been working much, but because it's getting close to the start of school, it feels like I have a bunch of shit to finish even though I really don't.

Baw, I don't feel like going to live in Oakville, but I supposed I have to move out sometime. I'll be back for the weekends apparently, though I hope it won't be like 3 hours on the train every weekend. I'm a little worried for my mom, but otherwise, it's just the hassle of moving that makes me wanna forget about the whole thing... >:[ Bah, humbug.

( some more bitching and art )

So I lost another perfectly good mechanical pencil, maybe later I'll go out and buy another one to make up for the feeling of loss. I like mechanical pencils a lot, which is why usually I stick to using them, and if really pressed for time, I'll use a conventional sketching pencil. Generally though, mechanical pencils just feel better, for no particular reason.

( I had a weird dream last night. )

I've been doing nothing again today. Yesterday with Caro was a lot of fun, but I woke up this morning feeling a little, I dunno, confused and tired for no reason. Maybe I overslept. So as soon as I got up, I wanted to go and draw. I was gonna try oils again today, but realised that I didn't want to clean up anything, so I went into pchat.

( supa kawaii )

I don't know whatever possessed me to make a new eljay, I guess I just need a place that's less professional to write about random stuff. To the limited few people wondering who this is, it's Lou. And I'll post some random arts and writing here (depending on how confident I am with what I write), along with some minute details of life. Ahurhur...

( first little entry about crustaceans... )